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Ravyn Daniels
Posts : 532 Bites : 578 Awesomeness : 6 Join date : 2012-02-15
| Subject: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Thu Mar 14, 2013 9:55 pm | |
| Earlier thoughts
It was hopeless and I was giving up. I haven't been the same for a while now. Elijah was too polite to say it, Rebekah just wanted to let me be. Which I was both thankful for. But leave it up to Kol to bluntly call me out on it. After the jealously that Tyler showed when he thought Elijah was engaged to me and the whole thing with me and James at that party. I figured that we could just start courting or dating as they call it now. But I was wrong, we've barely spoken to each other which has been highly depressing. I couldn't deal with this anymore but at least I could just try to be friends with Tyler. I mean that's what we are now we haven't been anything more. But we should just clear the air. It was too complicated that maybe if we just tried to start over I won't go bat shit crazy on anyone.
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I gathered my courage and walked all the way to Tyler's house from the Mansion. I kept wanting to turn around but I kept pushing myself to keep going. Finally I was in front of his house. I walked up to the door and took a deep breath before knocking. | |
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Tyler Lockwood
Posts : 901 Bites : 966 Awesomeness : 3 Join date : 2011-12-21 Age : 29 Location : Mystic Falls Alias : Thug Life
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Thu Mar 14, 2013 10:02 pm | |
| I walked downstairs when I heard a knock at the door. I wasn't doing anything productive, just playing on my laptop and listening to music, and thinking about Ravyn. I opened the the door though to see her in front of me. "Ray?" I said surprised to see her. Its been a really long time since I've talked to her. | |
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Ravyn Daniels
Posts : 532 Bites : 578 Awesomeness : 6 Join date : 2012-02-15
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Thu Mar 14, 2013 10:22 pm | |
| I didn't have to wait long since he opened the door shortly after I knocked. I kept the grin off my face when he seemed like he was imagining me being her since he was surprised. I raised my eyebrow at him. "Expecting someone else Ty?" I gave him a tired smile and I crossed my arms over my chest. I could honestly say I was a little uncomfortable around Tyler but I didn't show it. | |
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Tyler Lockwood
Posts : 901 Bites : 966 Awesomeness : 3 Join date : 2011-12-21 Age : 29 Location : Mystic Falls Alias : Thug Life
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Thu Mar 14, 2013 10:33 pm | |
| "No, uh come on in." I said opeing the door wider so she could come in. I shut it behind her and started to feel some tension, it was bad or anything just really strong. "Whats up?" I asked. I was curious as to why she was here. | |
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Ravyn Daniels
Posts : 532 Bites : 578 Awesomeness : 6 Join date : 2012-02-15
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Thu Mar 14, 2013 11:09 pm | |
| I walked through the door which he closed behind me. I kept myself from panicking, I honestly had know clue of what to do. I took a deep breath and turned to look at him. "Not much." I didn't know if he notice the difference in my demeanor or not. I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat. It I was human i'd be hyperventilating by now. "I wanted to know how you were doing, since your mom's funeral." I clenched my jaw, we never got along real well since I was a vampire and I was hanging around her son. "Plus we need to talk, because I can't do this anymore." I said looking away from him. It wasn't like we were breaking up, since you'd have to be in a relationship to do that first. But we were both dragging each other through the mudd. The jealousy between the both of us when it came to being around others was driving me nuts. Maybe we should just start over and be friends, if something happened later then maybe we could give it a shot. But with what happened between Elijah, Elizabeth, and James, well it was ripping my heart to shreds. I tightened my grip around myself. I should just leave now and never come back. | |
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Tyler Lockwood
Posts : 901 Bites : 966 Awesomeness : 3 Join date : 2011-12-21 Age : 29 Location : Mystic Falls Alias : Thug Life
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Fri Mar 15, 2013 7:03 pm | |
| "I'm alright." I said putting my hands in my pockets when she brought up my mom. Sometimes it was still hard to talk about. Ray's demanor had changed and before I could ask her what was wrong she spoke. "Talk? Do what?" I asked confused. Do what anymore? Us? Wait, was she gonna break up with me? Well not like break up break up but still. | |
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Ravyn Daniels
Posts : 532 Bites : 578 Awesomeness : 6 Join date : 2012-02-15
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Mon Mar 18, 2013 9:09 pm | |
| I closed my eyes and pinched the bridge of my nose. I took a deep breath and exhaled it before opening my eyes. "Whatever is going on between us." I clenched my jaw. "I have no idea what to say we are, I mean we aren't in a relationship there has been too much drama for that. We've made out once or twice." I took another deep breath before looking at Tyler. "No to mention the Jealousy." I stated bluntly which was mainly directed at him. Granted I could get jealous too. | |
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Tyler Lockwood
Posts : 901 Bites : 966 Awesomeness : 3 Join date : 2011-12-21 Age : 29 Location : Mystic Falls Alias : Thug Life
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Mon Mar 18, 2013 10:47 pm | |
| "Whoa, I'm not the only one with a jealous problem." I pointed out but realized that this would just start an argument. "Ah nevermind, not important." I said shaking my head. So I guess this was it, Ray and I weren't going to be together. "I guess your right though, we've never established anything even though we tried but it still kinda sucks, ending this with you. We had fun." I tell her with a smile. I couldn't exactly beg her to take me back, though she never officially had me(still not important), but it was true, we did try, stuff got in the way, and the way we felt for each other kinda slimmered down a little bit. I still cared about Ray though, and I always will. | |
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Ravyn Daniels
Posts : 532 Bites : 578 Awesomeness : 6 Join date : 2012-02-15
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Thu Mar 28, 2013 9:09 pm | |
| I just raised my eyebrow at him. I knew I could be jealous, I wasn't hiding that fact. That would be bloody impossible. But Tyler's wolf genes made him more aggressive to them. "I know for a fact that we'd actually start something, but all the drama is pushing me closer to flipping my switch again." I looked down at the ground, ashamed of that fact. I normally never let my emotions get the better of me, especially when it involved a guy. I got to close to him when I shouldn't have. "I don't know what to do maybe I should just leave this dull little town." I said with a sigh. | |
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Tyler Lockwood
Posts : 901 Bites : 966 Awesomeness : 3 Join date : 2011-12-21 Age : 29 Location : Mystic Falls Alias : Thug Life
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Fri Mar 29, 2013 12:53 am | |
| "Leaving Mystic Falls, impossible. Been there, done that, and I came back. Not my smartest choice but when you come here or are born here its hard to leave and stay gone." I tell her. Ray could try and maybe she would end up staying gone but besides the fact I didn't want her to leave, its true that it is hard to stay gone. "I mean its your choice. I can't stop you." | |
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Ravyn Daniels
Posts : 532 Bites : 578 Awesomeness : 6 Join date : 2012-02-15
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Sun Mar 31, 2013 12:55 am | |
| "For me it's not that hard." I said finally looking up at him. "All I have to do is look the other way and just walk." My eyes flashed darkly. "I have a bloody eternity to turn my back on everything." I turned and looked away from him and let out a groan. "My family is here and so are the few friends that I have." I clenched my jaw as I turned back around. "The only way I can walk right now would be for me to turn it off..." I trailed off since I didn't know what else to say. If I switched off my emotions again I wouldn't be the same. Every ounce of who I am would be gone and I don't think I'd want to go back. | |
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Tyler Lockwood
Posts : 901 Bites : 966 Awesomeness : 3 Join date : 2011-12-21 Age : 29 Location : Mystic Falls Alias : Thug Life
| Subject: Re: Sadly it will probably NEVER be a DATE Sat Apr 20, 2013 1:01 am | |
| "Whoa hey, chill out with the emotions thing." I say and then step to her. I was only a few inches taller then Ray. "Look you think its easy to walk away from this town but look at Klaus, this was his home but every few centuries he comes right back." I tell her. No one ever believes that its hard to stay away from Mystic Falls. "And stop with the emotions thing Ravyn, its not the easy way out. Everytime you do it you just make it harder on yourself." I say without even realizing that I put my hands on her arms. | |
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