The end of whatever this was

I got off my dirt bike, it being my last means of my own transporation. I walked up the white porch steps knowing I shouldnt be here this soon after what I told Elena. It seemed she hated me, and she desrevers that right after what I did, even if it was an accident. Who cares if she hated me? We barley know each other and from now on the only reason why we would meet would be regaruding one of my uncles, thats it. I carried with me the bag she requested that had vervain, wolfsbane and other supernatural fighting things the "Warrior Princess" needed. I knocked on the door, hoping for an in and out deal.

Elena sat at home, reading. Reading nothing. She does that now. Too much is going on right now.All she does is sit down and envision a better world for her a Jeremy. Where Jeremy's actually her brother. She heard a knock at the door. When she got to the door she decided not to look out the peep whole this time just because the surprise was never surprising for her.She opened the door and left the blank look she had. "If you're looking for your uncles, neither one is here." Starts to shut the door.

I sighed as I stopped the door. "I'm here dropping off your care package from them. Trust me," I stopped there trying to find a better use of words, knowing I could go off on her even though I was the one at fault. "I mean, i wouldnt... Look, Im trying to apologize. I know what it is like not having any Parents. The difference between the two of us is, your cared for you, mine didnt. I didnt care about mine, you cared about yours. And I ruined it for you. If I could redo that night I would in a heartbeat. I didnt mean to casue the accident."

Elena rolled her eyes as Elizabeth tried to appeal to her. "Elizabeth, you may know what it's like not to have parents, but you have no idea what it's like to learn your boyfriend's neice is the reason you don't have them."

I gave up as i placed the bag just inside the door and i removed my hand from the door, letting her do whatever it was she wanted to. "Your right. I dont know the feeling. I can plead for the rest of my life, I can ask for forgivness, but I know it will never work. I will always be wishing I could have done things differently about my whole life. I was never up to telling them that I was the reason, but I needed to tell you that because you needed to know Damon was the one who saved you and not Stefan."