Bonnie Bennett
Posts : 391
Bites : 424
Awesomeness : 5
Join date : 2012-01-29
Age : 29
 | | Subject: Bonnie's Diary Wed Apr 04, 2012 4:40 pm | |
| Dear Diary,
I feel empty. The love of my life has become the walking undead. Cheesy I know but he is a vampire now, and the hardest part is I still love him. I don't know what to do. I have always hated them deep down. Far what has happened to Elena and Caroline and to Abby. But you know I am seeing they didn't choose this. None of them did. So my question now is do I stay with James? Can I be with him? The answer? Is yes obviously. But the thing is, I don't know how he feels anymore.
~Bee | |
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Bonnie Bennett
Posts : 391
Bites : 424
Awesomeness : 5
Join date : 2012-01-29
Age : 29
| | Subject: Re: Bonnie's Diary Sun Apr 08, 2012 3:04 pm | |
| Dear Diary
After a long day of crying and feeling sad Jordan came over and things got better. We talked and laughed and he got me pizza, and he made me feel like iy wasn't all lost. Then I saw him, James was at my window and he had blood on his mouth. He thought there was something going on between Jordan and I. That is ridiculous. Doesn't he know I love him? Well I don't know anymore because he told me he was leaving. To control his hunger. Well I don't care, he wouldn't hurt me. But I have to deal with his choices. He will always have my heart but I feel like I need to continue with my life. I can't let that stop me from living. I don't have alot of time, I don't have forever. I put the jewelry he gave me in a box. I couldn't look at it without breaking down. I act strong but truth is if he came back tomorrow and said he wanted me back I would fall for him all over again. But I have a feeling that wont happen.
~Bee | |
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